Universal Prayer

Another interesting quote:

If I am right, Thy grace import
Still in the right to stay;
If I am wrong, oh teach my heart
To find that better way!

Teach me to feel another's woe,
To right the fault I see;
That mercy I to others show,
That mercy show to me.


Gotta reflect this when I get angry...

PWNED!!!

Man, what a ego deflating day. Cycling in Bukit Timah trail, sounds like fun right? I should have trained up on my leg power before I even asked someone experienced from MTB-Singapore to guide me :( With a lower back feeling weird, I end up pushing up most of the slopes as my legs unable to power my fat-ass up. As quoted from a colleague: "The rider should be fiercer than the bike, not the bike fiercer than the rider". Whatever face I had, I lost it all at Bukit Timah today. Well, looking forward to the next week's offroad ride :P

Milestone for 2006

It finally ended, with a SMS. I guess it's not important at all to even give a call to tell me the truth. This is a milestone in my life, as I regard this day as officially being rejected. My heart died a little and I guess it would be lying if I regard this as 'nothing'. But thanks for all the false hopes & dreams from the start to the end...

End Of RT: To Continue or Not To?

Today is the last session of Remedial Training in Maju Camp. As usual, most probably I would just slack off training until ICT around June. Sometimes it just hard to continue the training with no purpose / focus. During RT, it's just that I must clear it else I get charged by NS unit for defaulting it. But now with no 'push' factor, it's hard to movtivate myself to continue with my weight-loss plan. Argh...as compared to last year, it's so clear that I'm losing weight for someone else. Tough luck that I realise that all the effort doesn't matter. Hell with others, just do whatever I feel happy. Sign...as if it was that easy to pick up the pieces and carry on as nothing have happened at all.