End Of RT: To Continue or Not To?

Today is the last session of Remedial Training in Maju Camp. As usual, most probably I would just slack off training until ICT around June. Sometimes it just hard to continue the training with no purpose / focus. During RT, it's just that I must clear it else I get charged by NS unit for defaulting it. But now with no 'push' factor, it's hard to movtivate myself to continue with my weight-loss plan. Argh...as compared to last year, it's so clear that I'm losing weight for someone else. Tough luck that I realise that all the effort doesn't matter. Hell with others, just do whatever I feel happy. Sign...as if it was that easy to pick up the pieces and carry on as nothing have happened at all.